SIDE NOTE: Even with years of telling my kids that they are perfect as is and don’t need to conform I still struggled for now over a week to post this message. The desire to belong and conform is strong and I am mostly doing this to lead by example. If I don’t want my kids to be ashamed of THEIR neurodiversity then I MUST ACCEPT my own.   One week ago today I went into an appointment terrified, even with a nice Psychiatrist it felt all to real and scary. I made the appointment to triple check the medications